Overcoming Pressure
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He says I don’t compare to anybody.
I am an angel. That’s what makes me different from everybody. If only I was able, Able to see my angelic characteristics — Specifically when I am alone. My love is materialistic, That will change when I am grown. He is the best thing that’s entered in my life. He is my angel. One day I will be his wife. Oh, how I am so thankful. This equal beauty that we embrace, It’s for the both of us. Please stay here with me in this place, Whether you actually exist or not is up to discuss. My angel flying too close to the ground, Please be safe, I cannot wait for you to be found. To be put on display. |
Love is, Love is not
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Dear Anxiety,
My heart is tired of running. You locked me out of society. My mind is tired of spinning. The tracks I left bare, The marks I left clean, I clench my hair, And I grit my teeth. You cannot control me forever! I’ll find a way to stop you. I’ll make you surrender And crush you with my shoe. You caused me great pain. You made me fear my goals. You stained my brain — Burying it in stones. -Andrea Dear Thanatophobia I also fell prey to a demon. I live in this dystopia, Where I always hide and scream. A fear of dying makes me afraid. I can’t live in fear of death — The thought of being decayed, The thought of losing my breath. I’ve lived with you since birth. It’s about time we depart. I’ll bury you in this earth. It’s about time I restart. Maybe then you’ll realize now, That I didn’t need you at all. I’ll wipe my sweat off my eyebrows, And finally face you, feeling so tall -Andrea |
Dear Depression, Long time no see, huh? I can’t see you in my reflection. Are you proud of what I’ve become? You’ve chained me down To boulders in the sea. The water replaced with frowns And me crying with pleas. What I find happy, you find sad. My goals turn to side quests, Sadness spills where I stand. I still fall prey to your requests. I need to take back my brain. I need to be happy once more, To fix all that remains And swim back to the shore. -Andrea |